Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Life Is Good

Tonight I am reflecting on what a long ass week this has been while sipping on my margarita and enjoying the music around me. There have been a few occasions recently where my insecurities have reared their ugly heads and created problems. The shit part? Not a single thing has happened for me to be insecure.

I have been so blessed recently that I can not complain at all. My job is amazing. I have more respect than I could imagine from my office, and my staff is always grateful for me. My daughters are doing phenomenal in all areas of their lives. This is an accomplishment, as my eldest daughter has had her share of issues. I have an amazing man in my life who treats me like a damn queen which I'm so not used to.

After going through so much, I feel like I am waiting for the ball to drop because my whole life finally makes sense. It's almost too good too be true.

I know in my heart that I deserve good things. And I have worked my ass off to be where I am. After years of emotional abuse and hardships, I struggle to accept the positive in my life. Last night highlighted this - one misinterpreted look caused one hell of a fight. It was at that point I realized I was waiting for the ball to drop. In a sense, I am pushing the good things away due to fear and insecurity, but I need to shut down those insecurities and fears.

I am blessed, and I couldn't be happier. So, I am going to embrace my badassery and rock out with my amazing life. I've worked too hard to screw it up. One badass coming right up!!!

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